Wednesday, February 6, 2008

ABSO(self)RBED

Things I'm giving up for Lent:

* Fast Food
* Impatience
* Getting Easily Frustrated
* Thinking Self Depricating Thoughts/Obsessing Over My Physical Self

Things I'm putting on (doing) for Lent:

* Patience
* Reading the Bible/Praying Every Day

hey, it's good to have goals. Is Lent a sort of New Year's Resolution for the Christian faith? i think it's a little easier because it's only a month, instead of a rather daunting year. but, as Michael Bandy has forever pounded into my brain...

it takes a month to make a habit
it takes three months to break one.

interesting. i'll keep you posted.


why am i terrified of gaining weight? if "skinny girl" was your dominant status for the majority of your life, you might too.

it's absurd. i know this. but it probably wouldn't kill me to work out every once in a while. i'm going to try it out tomorrow. eek.

i hate going to the gym. it's very intimidating. i feel immediately judged. and you're always being watched!

alright, i've procrastinated long enough. time to look at some history of interior design slides...

later days.

1 comments:

Isha said...

I'm know I'm not skinny skinny, but I'm underweight for my height most days. I worry about putting on weight & losing weight. I'm sometimes stuck inbetween. I feel like I shouldn't talk about gaining/losing weight because I neither look super skinny, or overweight. I don't want to make people mad, when I say I don't want to gain weight, or that I'm losing weight, because I don't want thme to think I am trying to call attention to the fact that they may weigh more. I can't get out what I'm trying to say.

I just want to be able to say what I want about my weight without others thinking I'm saying I'm so good looking because I'm underweight(which is unhealthy).

Sigh, hopefully this makes sense.